i'm bored so i blog?

i was at boreders the other day on melb academic advice day cus i got into melb uni yayer, n e way hrmm rather annoying that like 50% of the books there are vampire theme, yes cash in on the whole vampire twilight craze , dont go spastic though, i have read twilight series i did like it, read other vamp series as well, like them as well but its seems ridiculous the amount of publicity vamp theme books are getting. also at angus and robertson in parkmore, 70% was like vamp books, 50% of the shop was dedicated to twilight. they didnt even had a man for all seasons by robert bolt. which is one of my all time fav books. not to mention the book sections in kmart and big w VAMP CRAZYYYY

finally!!!!!!!!!!

i have gotten my Ps farkk yer so happy, hopefully this will change my life wewewew HAPPY WOOT ~~

good week

i ve had a very good week in certain ways, got the course i wanted melb uni '10, went out alot, caught up with friends, booze... haha oh how i love booze, i only drink socially ok, i don't sit at home with a glass of scotch in my hand, by my lonesome. hopefully next week will be better, as i have a chance to improve my life!!! n e way wish me luck and i will get back to you if i fail this may be my last blog as i may have killed myself : D

key differences

im not in a sad mood or any thing its just i remeber a quote i heard a while back that rings so true,

The difference between saddness and depression, is that depression is when nothing matters sadness is when everything matters

Becuase you care so much about certain things and it turns badly its cus u care so much and thats why it hurts AGAIN REPEAT NOT IN A SAD DEPRESSED MOOD :)

all about control

i consider myself a reblious person i guess...more in the sense if i don't like something or it bothers me i will speak out irrreagardless of what they are parents, laws, friends. i won't go out to rebel something for the sake of it, i call that reckless. rebellion is all about the meaning behind it. at the moment rebellion is against parents who seem to want me to remain that same kid in highschool they can control. i don't know why the argue against me, i know i will win in then end, always do...i guess i have to win these little battles against the parents now so that i can be prepared for the big ones in the future where i know i may do things they won't approve of.