inconsistencies

its some that i am. but i try so hard to be consistent, but i do end up breaking my rules, not being tolerant, not being the person i know i can be. i blame the situation, sometimes the sitaution makes me inconsistent, nothing is ever black and white. you are my shade of grey. i consider myself to be tolerant but sometimes, i just can't be and ill act accordingly. Also its about EFFORT, i can make the effort to be your friend, but i need to feel like its being reciprocated , the Vibol now, is one where if i don't feel like your trying at all, i just wont try. unless i especially like you. haha. sad. still my inconsistencies is still better than you being consistent.

together

how i was taught how to spell together was by making the worlds smaller -- to-get-her.
how romantic.

i am truly scared....

of getting drunk, i may do something i regret such as calling someone and destroying it, or something that i should do 100% sober i do whilst drunk. haha, i am not that bad, it me just hearing stories of people drunk texting/calling haha. please if i am with you whilst drinking take my phone from me. kthanksbye : D

TGI: technology guilty indulgence?

i suck at acronyms...my friends and i went to dinner at TGIs, quite nice. But it so weird how all of us were using our phones so much. it wasn't like it was boring and we went on fb for entertainment, since we were all close friends, it wasn't awkward or any thing it was that it was so natural for us to use our phones. i think next time i go dinner, we should have a ban on phone use, unless a nosey parents decides to call, which happens a lot!!

11:11

HOW interesting for the past 4days, at 11:11 i talk to someone interesting.

i am the best liar you've ever met.

I am just referring to this as on the spot lying, like telling parents why i am going to be late coming home, or looking after drunk friends.
well i just dled a movie and can't wait to watch it: The invention of lying.
Staring the brillant Ricky Gervais. The basic plot is that they live in a world where ever one tells the truth, until a person invents lying and gets away with alot of shizz..

i'm falling...

going down so fast, with nothing to stop me
i can't hit the breaks, i don't want to stop
i don't want you to stop me