Caval Card

A caval card allows any uni student to go to any uni to burrow books from their library, since melb did not have what i wanted, i went to monash clayton to find if they had what i want. as crossing the road to maccas, J-walking D and P ran across the road fearing getting hit by a cars, while i leisurely walk across the road looking at the 80km/h car. D and P where like Vibol run, while i was just strolling across. I knew i wasnt going to get hit by a car, but it was definitely a rush to walk so close to fast moving cars.

prophecies

so it has come full circle, i knew something was going to happen to stuff it all up. Though it did not happen how i thought it would, but something did happen to ruin the status quo. This has been a good thing, for you have revealed your true colours. It will end eventually, and then you will have nothing, as we won't be here for you. For you have not been here at all.

for i would plunge my knife into ceasar and be care free

i am feeling something at the moment i cannot describe, for i have not felt this emotion often. i think it resembles guilt, or is just hunger. I never feel guilty, it just does not compute with my emotions, but i am feeling it now. for reasons i dont understand. a journey of self discovery awaits...not. i really hate this feeling. But there is nothing to feel guilty about.

inspired

Look at the sky tonight, the stars are aligning
For me I’ll look into your eyes, I’m flying
Look at the moon, how brightly it does shine
Waiting to see you again, a feeling I cannot define
Look at the comets that fly by, they go by so fast
5 minutes can seem to be an hour; I just want the moment to last
Look at outer space, it so vast and beautiful

the beast below

There’s a portrait of me out there,
Of all the travesties I’ve committed,
With all the truths I have omitted,
The hearts that I have broken,
The shatters of my own,
The tears I’ve shed,
Tears shed for me,
Of the pain I have felt,
And of the scars that I have inflicted on you,
I am no angel, nor am I the devil incarnate,
Flaws and all I am, me,
There is this portrait out there,
You can gaze at its image,
You can comment on its disrepair
But please don’t show me, him

for i am the lion that lacks courage

i know i have it in me, i just need to be impulsive/spontaneous about it! i should stop thinking as all i do is think and thinking is time consuming. i shall go see the wizard and find out i had it all along?

argh!!

i ve been living on adrenalin for the past 20 hours or so... i havent been sleeping well nor dreaming well.argh!!i feel like starting a fighting with the next person that annoys me.