100th

milk

i have forgotten to drink you in awhile, i usually drink you everyday. I NEED to remind myself to look after myself, i am so busy and stressed out, i need to make sure that i get enough sleep, eat well, and well not stress. I didn't eat dinner last night, thank god i met up with X or i wouldn't have eaten the next day. i only drank milk because my brother made cookies, and i thought hey drink milk. Also to my friends, don't forget to look after yourselves, i know you will engulf yourself into exams, please look after yourselves, i will see you after exams ok : )

mad men

someone as pretty as you shouldn't be working, you should be at home watching soap operas eating bonbons.

New paradigm shift get on it

i ll be ordinary can u be extra?

i want to meet someone extraordinary, someone that has the ability to change some aspects of my life. It can be anyone. just be extraordinary, the one requirement i ask of you, future friend. i don't mean a girlfriend.

promise to myself

i will start eating healthy and exercising i will, i will. S and I will have a comeback special. ANd people will be wow. just wow. also study more, the idea of going to law school is becoming more appealing everyday

RISKY

i am going to attempt to do something, ive would have NEVER done in the past. COMBINE ONE GROUP OF FRIENDS WITH ANOTHER GROUP OF FRIENDS. To me this is a big deal, each side knows a different side of me, though i can tell they are compatible(too much so), BUT BEING SELF CENTRED, they know different sides of me which scares me. wish me luck.

fuk dammit

it only makes it harder for me. argh that actually means something to me. only makes it harder.

let me not

who says good movies are playing at two am?
i hate australian movies, something about the accent makes feels so unreal...
but this movie was awesome...incredibly so.
The story was a 30 year architect and 16 year old student were falling for each other, blah blah controversy, but their relationship was beautiful, the only way to describe it. Nothing crass or abhorrent about their age gap, it was just beautiful. Ok...so the rest of the movie was just ok just the main two actors caught my attention, JUST BEAUTIFUL. fyi these where the only pictures i found for this movie don't go thinking i am a sleaze or something :P
http://www.letmenot.com/
http://www.myspace.com/letmenotmovie
http://www.myspace.com/letmenotsoundtrack

My fundamental flaw

I will alway think, when will it end, and always think cause i am that young that it would end. Whilst others will think it will go on forever, i am pessimistic, and i hate that about myself, but i wouldn't have it any other way. i do consider myself intelligent, only for this reason, that i am not naive and i am will never follow you, just for the sake of following you. I'm selfish in that regard, as i only want things my way, and fortunately i do get my way 90% of the time. The times i disarm my shield, i do get injured, for these reasons i don't disarm my shield often. If you do see me shieldless, not trying to be boastful, but you would be pretty lucky.

I WROTE A NEW PARADIGM SHIFT,GET ON IT : D

paradigm shift

my new blog folks, follow me cause, for i am a needy person haha : )
http://goodboybadboyparadigm.blogspot.com/

cute

i never used this world to describe people, but i am lately, a 'phase', it so weird, when u describe someone as cute, they are not hot, or pretty, but cute. I somewhat find this term derogatory...But i am at lost on how to decribe them, btw describing them in my head. i.e she's cute. don't ever call me cute. Wow that was superficial of me. BTW YOUR TOTALLY CUTEEEEEEEEE. WHAT A CUTIEEEEEE. SUPER CUTEEEEE. FML.

serene and feeling clean

have you ever had one of those moments of pure serenity, where life makes sense, where you can see the pain and evaluate whether its worth pursuing you dreams. Where you can see what makes you really happy in life, where you can derive the most joy. i feel i've chosen the right uni course, i cannot picture myself doing anything else . Mirco made me hate wanting to do a commerce degree, Yr 12 biology made me hate doing a science degree, and well being a doctor/biomed---i wouldn't trust myself with the life i have now, nor should i be entrusted with someones else's life. Engineering makes me want to bleed internally, maths much? Though i do sometimes feel insecure about doing Arts, future jobs prospect wise, its the only place where i fit. Though i am seriously thinking of doing the JD after my course is finished, which means i ll be lawyer, i don't know if i ll 'fit' into that. i ll have three years to decide, and ill go to a few law lectures/classes to see if its a 'fit'.

University has become a institution, too concerned with money making opportunities of it. It is meant to be a place where people learn, to go their to learn, to be smarter to be more open minded about the world. Thats the reason why when most university setup the first degrees they establish first is an Arts degree, well that was UoM case. Too much emphasise is put on where your degree will take you. i want to learn first, then i ll deal with a career later, but saying that i need/want a job now. I hope you know the difference between a job and a career.

Paradigm shift

in the immortal words of DMX:


[Dyme]
Why do good girls (what what what) like bad guys?

[DMX]
Hey yo Boo, why do (good girls) like bad guys?
Knowin that bad guys tell mad lies?
(And why do) dog niggaz (want a honey wit class?)
(Sometimes you want more than just a honey wit ass)


i am embarking on a new project/blog, entitled 'the goodboy/badboy paradigm' i am way too nice for my own good, and i want to release some of my wickedness. This new blog will follow me for every good act i commit i will a bad one and i shall document it. Follow me, the people i already have and any new people that will be interested. i will post the link as soon as i have done my first acts, and have written about it.

forgive me, for i think i sinned.

in my tute we were discussing the holocaust i may have, been inappropriately laughing. the story was that in a lecture they were showing videos of the liberation of the concentration camps and a girl in lecture room, may have a panic attack or was really affected by the videos and i think she fainted or something. being an ass i found that funny. i hope people in my tute don't think i am a serial killer for laughing at disturbing things.

Perfectly adequate handsome

how i can relate to you, we can do the best things in the world and never be appreciated. Maybe i am too nice... There are two schools of thought, being nice can get you any where, and nice guys comes last. i remember when things used to be toxic, when the name of the game was to hurt each other as much as possible, i was far from nice. i was borderline evil, but that only brought us closer together, i guess thats what happens when you mix jealousy, lust and l@#e...i am forever thankful i am out that. but the point of that story i was much more liked when i was bad.



DEAR emotions,
i have been ignoring you for awhile now, trying to be unaffected.
oh but you are a sly devil aren't you, you'll come back and defeat me
won't you. my exams are in a month, can you please put that in your schedule,
can you be fair, but then again, there is no precedent for you being far. so come whenever
and watch me break down.
love vibs.

i feel like being selfish for awhile.

for all that glimmers there will be hope

With all that glimmers, ill be fooled by blinding lights,
for a fool can't win, but yet he'll be the most happy
I am no fool, but this won't stop me from acting foolish
With all that shimmers. Ill be fooled by starry nights
I could show you the world, if you show me yours
There is no limit, speed is relative, I am not
With all that is beauty, ill be fooled by plain sight
My inner thoughts will always be mine, ill be selfish
Your desires, your lust, your strengths, your weaknesses
With all that is wants, Ill be fooled by need
I am better at my worst, for happiness is a bore
That cute chuckle you do, that sweet smile ill see through
With all that is me, ill be blinded by you

grandma: you look nice Vibol

interesting. i felt and looked pretty disgusting all day, my lack of sleeps has made huge bags under my eyes, my hair greasy, and thanks to pho i feel bloated. CLEARSIL - I DONT UNDERSTAND HOW THIS COMPANY IS ALLOWED TO BLANTENLY LIE ABOUT ITS PRODUCT, NO MY SKIN IS NOT CLEAR THANKS TO YOU, that is all, back to micro.

though you listen to justin beiber all day everyday, your the reasons why i have be a good role model

there is so much stuff i have to teach you, after watching the lovely bones i realised that i have to teach you not to talk to strangers, i have no idea how i am suppose to do this, how i learnt not to talk to strangers was by watching t.v as a child.

when words can't explain, music starts to...

jay sean - maybe


Beep, beep on
Now there goes my phone
And once again
I’m just hoping it’s a text from you
It ain’t right
Read your messages twice, thrice, four times a night it’s true
Everyday I patiently wait
Feeling like a fool but I do anyway
Nothing can feel as sweet and as real
Coz no way I would’ve waited in pain

[Chorus]
And maybe it’s true I’m caught up on you
Maybe there’s a chance you’re stuck on me too
Maybe I’m wrong it’s all in my head
Maybe we're afraid of words we both hadn’t said

I’m always connected online
Turn facebook/myspace all the time
Hoping you've checked my profile
Just can't help wondering why you play it cool
But sometimes I’m hopelessly falling for you
Every night on the phone and I
In love with you and I know that you like it girl
All joking inside lets see you and I
Come out and say what you’re trying to hide

[Chorus]

[Bridge]
Like I really want you
I think I need you
Maybe I miss you
I’m thinking of you
Like I really want you
I think I need you
Maybe I miss you
I’m thinking of you

motorola

d - your the bomb, PASSIONPOP mate, its disgusting


i really need my own car. retarded fingers


m- your car is fkn sexy



the best arty photography my camera phone can do

camry VS euro



beligan waffles yum

r- u have a fkn retarded vein in ur eye its scary



MC- just how i like you when i need to go home or go to uni. QUIET AND EMPTY


So true, why do i have to pay fees, while your off torturing some innocent afghani village


Most fancy pie i ve seen


Reow

This is relating to me not them


I have found you my black thongs which people keep stealing

one photo steal eludes me, i shall take it as soon as possible. no i am not a photographer haha, far from it i just got over excited as i got a new phone that has a camera yayayaya