serene and feeling clean

have you ever had one of those moments of pure serenity, where life makes sense, where you can see the pain and evaluate whether its worth pursuing you dreams. Where you can see what makes you really happy in life, where you can derive the most joy. i feel i've chosen the right uni course, i cannot picture myself doing anything else . Mirco made me hate wanting to do a commerce degree, Yr 12 biology made me hate doing a science degree, and well being a doctor/biomed---i wouldn't trust myself with the life i have now, nor should i be entrusted with someones else's life. Engineering makes me want to bleed internally, maths much? Though i do sometimes feel insecure about doing Arts, future jobs prospect wise, its the only place where i fit. Though i am seriously thinking of doing the JD after my course is finished, which means i ll be lawyer, i don't know if i ll 'fit' into that. i ll have three years to decide, and ill go to a few law lectures/classes to see if its a 'fit'.

University has become a institution, too concerned with money making opportunities of it. It is meant to be a place where people learn, to go their to learn, to be smarter to be more open minded about the world. Thats the reason why when most university setup the first degrees they establish first is an Arts degree, well that was UoM case. Too much emphasise is put on where your degree will take you. i want to learn first, then i ll deal with a career later, but saying that i need/want a job now. I hope you know the difference between a job and a career.