omg i need to study for the first time in my life!

what is this!@#@!!!!!

i usually am able to cram and don't study and still be able to get good marks, but second semester is not working out too well for me! !

well only in one subject, but this is my flagship subject the one i most care about and well the only i should do the best in!

i need to FUKN STUDY!!

i like getting good grades : )

on a side note i had a dream i got a h1, but in real life i only got a P. The dream was the night before fuck you brain!

Virginia Woolf's suicide note - i find it very beautiful, but its a suicide note =/

I feel certain that I am going mad again. I feel we can't go through another of those terrible times. And I shan't recover this time. I begin to hear voices, and I can't concentrate. So I am doing what seems the best thing to do. You have given me the greatest possible happiness. You have been in every way all that anyone could be. I don't think two people could have been happier 'til this terrible disease came. I can't fight any longer. I know that I am spoiling your life, that without me you could work. And you will I know. You see I can't even write this properly. I can't read. What I want to say is I owe all the happiness of my life to you. You have been entirely patient with me and incredibly good. I want to say that — everybody knows it. If anybody could have saved me it would have been you. Everything has gone from me but the certainty of your goodness. I can't go on spoiling your life any longer. I don't think two people could have been happier than we have been. V.