i just want to tell you something, don't run off please... if you do run, tell me why

i am not scared of getting hurt, i am expecting it, but i really feel like i need to do this for my sake. for some reason i am enjoying living like this, not knowing and always wondering what if... oh how i love to live in self-scrutiny. if i get what i want, i ll be a happy chappy. but then this situation can be applied to so many sections in my life... i may utterly destroy some friendships i have but thats ok? its not really, but truth is better out in the open, this week. i guess this week shall be crucial, i ve been told that what i say can be hurtful but i was only telling the truth. i apologies if this blog does not make sense, its not meant to make sense, just the ramblings of an annoyed guy. well if ya smart u may figure it out. C, D, J, M, D, I have to take the risk. or regret it forever.

your swords grown old and rusty

in theory

in theory i should have done it,
logistically it was a mess,
in theory my heart was in the right place
logistically it was a mess,
in theory it could have been perfect,
logistically it still can be perfect,


a prise goes to who ever guess what my title is about(one of the best songs i ve heard all year) , ill shout you dinner or something. : )
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of marisa copper, of the o.c & essay avoidance - VHMT

i was watching the o.c during the weekend, procrastinating from writing my politics essay and i watched the episode where marisa died and notice that the song she died in was hallelujah - imogen heap extremely haunting and dramatic.

so this has made me think what song do i want in the background when i die also again procrastinating i wrote several death scenes that i am "happy" to die in. vibol shall die a dramatic death, no dying peacefully in his sleep. so i picked the song i want to die in and its
Of Moons, Birds & Monsters - MGMT

i may realise this a weird post...planning my death and all...i might pay a visit to the psych faculty at uni tomorrow.FYI i dont want to die now.... Got alot of things i need to do ALOTTTAAA THINGS : D

SEE WHAT I DO TO AVOID WRITING ESSAYS BLOODY HELL

RAPID EYE MOVEMENT SLEEP : REM sleep

FOR THOSE who understand what this is. I hate it !!! argh how dare u create this magical world where everything is perfect....again. god dammit.

iranian graffiti

University is the bastion of democracy,if under threat we will protect it till we sacrifice our lives

-anon, scrawled on a wall in a Iranian University

As an arts student doing political science, this quotes is important to me as University is where free speech is born. To me, free speech is the most important human right, and many others consider this as well, there is a reason why it is written first in the US constitution. I will defined my right to free speech to the death. We have to voice our opinions, we have to be courages in voicing them, as there are those who do not have the same opportunity to do so.

musaac

i am in a new music mood last night and got some new music for the ipod. really wanted to listening to music on the train, so much that after my dad dropped me off at the station and i thought i left my ipod in the car, i felt like throwing a tantrum but luckily for all i found it one of my many pockets of my jacket. so anyway heres a list of the songs i ve recently acquired and like and any thing interesting about the song.

albums: Muse - The Resistance
all songs on this album are extremely cool but i like these ones the best
Undisclosed Desires - trust muse to have a chorus that consists of high vocab.
Uprising
Resistance - (It could be wrong, could be wrong)
But it should've been right
(It could be wrong, could be wrong)
Let our hearts ignite
Guiding Light

Songs
Train - Hey Soul Sister
such a quirky song, i love songs i find on the radio as it involves me typing it onto my phone and then googling it afterwards.
Tik Tok (parody) - MIdnight Beast
this song is hilarious ok!!
David Guetta feat Kid CuDi - Memories
party song, feels connected to people.
Angels Cry - Mariah Carey
the romantic in me...
Sade - Soldier of love
her voice is haunting
Never tear us apart - INXS
old song that i haven't listened to a while, CATEGORY: EPIC
i shall explain the epic category in another blog

lulz

friend: did she text u back yet?
me: nah not yet
friend: shes prob busy teaching the blind how to read
me: HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH IHS'IHAS'GHSA I FOUND THIS HILARIOUS
LULZ

who the efff cares?

i try to care, try to be empathetic, as i do want to be that type of person, not to be judgemental, to give all a chance,
but when you dont care about your life, how do i? how do i help? ur victim mentality hurts your own cause.
i am tired, and i want to focus on my own life i guess, meh who the efff cares...

introduction to microeconomics

i am not claiming i can draw or anything but i am proud of myself, during intro to micro lecture being a boredd as helll so i scribbled this little border on my lecture pad, hrmm abit girly but i dunno how to draw so :P

unrequited

robin thicke - would that make u love me


If I practiced a different religion
If I spoke my words differently
If I changed my tune 2 your favorite song
Would u wrap your arms around me
If I dug down deep 2 the bottom
Would u love me unconditionally
If I sound like u and we laugh the same
Would u mind if I hang around
Would that make u love me more
Would that make u love me more