weird word of the day

GIGANTIC

pronounced

jīˈgantik

everytime i look at the word i want to say gig -gantic its spelt so weird and pronounced so different to what its spelled. thats all.

christmas cards!

i decided to spring for the more expensive xmas cards as i realised im not going to send alot out like i did last year.
two reason - some people ive kicked off my cards list and the other reason is that i bought other people presents ! haha and yes a third reason i was lazy and my other friends live far! :(

tantalizing

there is something so interesting and TANTALIZING about forbidden love.

but its only worth it, if it works out. if it doesn't it becomes truly boring.

if you realise, i wrote about nothing.

In the pure ineptitude of our minds, we believe what we shouldn’t and we ignore the issue that’s right in front of us. We stroll through the memories of a past long forgotten and struggle through the present. The time to be strong is over, its time to let down your defense and allow for them to control us; for courage was long overdue and bravery is out of vogue. We forget the kindness, only remembering the cruelty and the heartbreak. Morality is the watch-word and we push the boundaries until no part of our soul exists. Just like a horcrux, we are spilt.

Perfect Christmas Present

One of my favorite book series has a designer that designs jewelery inspired from the book.

http://www.etsy.com/shop/hebelmet?ref=top_trail

If you love me at all, buy me anything from this site : ) :) : ) : ) :) :)

fat cutie !

pics of me when i was young...jks. i was at a wedding and this little kid, that's only 2 years old, was there. his so fat! its soooooooo cute. sooo frkn cute all i want to do was pinch his cheeks. fat shit! nts vibol: when u grow up being fat is not cute so loose some weight and exercise!

summer

i feel a bit creative over the summer and maybe posting interesting stuff : D stay tuned

so i am sort of addicted to twitter and tumblr - though not having accounts on either sites, for good reasons...

well any way i don't want a twitter(yet) cause i just don't understand you, plus not having any followers(cause i know i wont have any followers is sort of a blow on the self-esteem) lOL
also i don't like tumblr as its just re-posting things other people do, which is ok, just not my thing.

a person thats interesting on twitter and tumblr is Joseph Gordon-Levitt.
his quite the indie music star, and his tumblr is pretty cool.

http://hitrecordjoe.tumblr.com/
http://twitter.com/hitrecordjoe

make me want to die!!!

so i got new internet 200 gigs of fun! so i thought, but i ve been dling movies and tv series and im like this movie looks sweet, but they make me want to die. SPOILER ALERT they all have sad endings fml im really feeling emotionally distraught. WHY DO PPL HAVE TO DIEEEEEE whyyyyy.

also, they tried to fool me with trying to make sad ending a happy one, you cannot seriously make me believe that these two people went through all that trouble and not end up together! I HATE U ALL, jks im just a tad emo...but in all they were good movies and shows to watch, i wouldnt be feeling so emotionally distraught if i didnt like them and didnt resonate with the characters. heres a list of whats making me want to kill people. watch them please, at ur own peril, no srsly watch them.



remember me

vycam told me to watch this, it was good but the most dramatic ending in cinematic history, i am not exaggerating if you watch youll know why...



sweet spy
i want to shoot korean writers in the head, the ending could had been so much better. So angry that i couldnt sleep. i hate you korea. but a good series none the less.



love of siam

watched this for a uni assignment, explore the cinema history of another country, i choose thai and this movie was very nontraditional in thai cinema. alot of layers. but i feel like the ending is very political motivated, the ending was such a cop out.



also if u actually want to watch these movies ill burn it for you lol, you got to live in my area. im going to shoot some koreans now. bye

the best movie i ve seen all year, best sountrack i ve ever heard!

omg i need to study for the first time in my life!

what is this!@#@!!!!!

i usually am able to cram and don't study and still be able to get good marks, but second semester is not working out too well for me! !

well only in one subject, but this is my flagship subject the one i most care about and well the only i should do the best in!

i need to FUKN STUDY!!

i like getting good grades : )

on a side note i had a dream i got a h1, but in real life i only got a P. The dream was the night before fuck you brain!

Virginia Woolf's suicide note - i find it very beautiful, but its a suicide note =/

I feel certain that I am going mad again. I feel we can't go through another of those terrible times. And I shan't recover this time. I begin to hear voices, and I can't concentrate. So I am doing what seems the best thing to do. You have given me the greatest possible happiness. You have been in every way all that anyone could be. I don't think two people could have been happier 'til this terrible disease came. I can't fight any longer. I know that I am spoiling your life, that without me you could work. And you will I know. You see I can't even write this properly. I can't read. What I want to say is I owe all the happiness of my life to you. You have been entirely patient with me and incredibly good. I want to say that — everybody knows it. If anybody could have saved me it would have been you. Everything has gone from me but the certainty of your goodness. I can't go on spoiling your life any longer. I don't think two people could have been happier than we have been. V.

all consuming, all boring...

when it comes to relationships, i categories them into two types:

the boring love

the all consuming love

I seem to always fall into the latter. Though I strive for the first(but not really). I believe we all want a relationship that is boring, as in theres not much drama and not much to fight about, but there is still love and passion.

The all consuming love is toxic, and drama ridden, all there is passion and love, with the added flames or insane jealously and possessiveness, where in all eventualities love is a game.

Like i said most of my relationships have been the latter. I've only pictured myself with one person to have a boring love. The first and last time I ever want something normal.

it's a new dawn, it's a new day, it's a new life for me

hi im vibol. who the eff are you.

i will walk past you without saying hi, but i would only do this, as i actually don't know you, i do remember someone complaining about me saying that when i walked past that i didnt say hi, ...err

i don't know you, i may know of you, but i do not know you personally and i don't constitute you adding me once on fb and me rejecting you cause i actually never met you in my life as a reason to say hi. also i hate it when people say i don't say hi, i never wont say hi to a friend, that i personally know. i don't say hi, you don't say hi, i don't go bad mouthing you to our mutual friends, as i need to say again I DON'T FUCKING KNOW YOU. or FURTHERMORE, if i have met you say once, i didn't say hello as i know the conversation we would have would be awkward as hell, and im going make myself go through such a weird situation AS LIFE IS WAY TOO SHORT. why didn't you say hi, if you thought that we knew each other enough to exchange pleasantries. at least i can use my university as an excuse to be a snob, you on the other hand have no real social skills, don't you?

happy birthday vibol your are 19 btw, happy one year anniversary

I am 19!!!! haha, also this marks one year of blogging!! i started when i turned 18 last year and i guess i have come full circle!! i have grown so much, gone through so much and has smarten up quite a lot.

this is me at 19! i am wearing my yr 12 rugby top hehe.

goodbye blogspot, hello blog X2

i might be really busy this semester, so i won't be blogging as much as i would like. also i two of my subjects requires a blog :s 2k words each so i might be doing that for awhile if i write any thing interesting for that ill post up on here. take care. i still love you xoxo gossip girl. wait wrong website.

imagine if i only blogged about cake

in a previous post i was talking about the saying

'you can't have your cake and eat it too.'

well i have found my cake and i am trying so hard to eat it. Said cake is not going to sleep, and eating it is sleeping in. i can only do this during my holidays i wouldn't dare to have my CAKE and it EAT it during uni.

i HATE going to sleep, i just absolutely hate it, i can be doing so much at night. i do though love sleeping in, only for the fact i am so tired and physically need the sleep.

my birthdays in a month expect more posts about cake haha

i am quite tipsy at this point in time

i dont need alcohol to have fun, i seriously don't and people that say they don't drink because they say they don't need alcohol to have fun are a bit of a spoil sport. my motto is to at least to do things once in life, so people please get drunk once, and once again and once again and once again...you get my drift

alcohol is a fun enhancer it loosens ur inhibitions and makes u more confident, more silly and honestly in my case smarter. i use better vocabulary when drunkzzzzz. haha.

i still retain my personalty, but its like my personalty is like on steroids and i say things i never do. it bonds you to your friends as you are sharing in the activity of drunkness. hrmm scratch that thing that says it makes u smarter. hehehe

COMMENT MODERATION

someone commented on a post of mine i think it was the one regarding florence and the machine. something about how amazing it is, and if they haven't heard it that they should. u commented and i some how made it dissappear. zzz. i apologise, didnt even get to read the comment in its entirety . sorry. comment again if u want : )

passenger

it's it all spanish to me

this song is so beautiful

here are the spanish and english translation

Spanish
Todo cambió

Todo cambio cuando te vi,
de blanco, negro a color me converti
y fue tan facil quererte tanto,
algo que no imaginaba,
fue entregarte mi amor con una mirada,
todo temblo dentro de mi,
el universo escribio que fueras para mi,
y fue tan facil quererte tanto,
algo que no imaginaba fue a perderme en tu amor,
simplemente paso, y todo tuyo ya soy,
antes que pase mas tiempo contigo amor,
tengo que decir que: eres el amor de mi vida,
antes que te ame mas, escucha por favor,
dejame decir que todo te di!
...y no hay como explicar pero menos dudar,
simplemente asi lo senti, cuando te vi.

Me sorprendio todo de ti
de blanco, negro a color me converti,
se que no es facil DECIR Te AMO
yo tampoco lo esperaba,
pero asi es el amor,
simplemente paso y todo tuyo ya soy!!
Antes que pase más tiempo contigo amor,
tengo que decir que: eres el amor de mi vida,
antes que te ame mas, escucha por favor,
dejame decir que todo te di!
...y no hay como explicar pero menos dudar,
simplemente asi lo senti, cuando te vi.
todo cambio...Cuando te vi...

English
Everything changad

Everything changed when i saw you
From black white my color became
And it was so easy to love you so much,
Something i didn’t imagine,
Was to surrender to you my love with one look,
Everything trembled in me,
The universe wrote that you were for me,
And it was so easy to love you so much,
Something i didn’t imagine was to lose myself in your love,
It simple happened, and i am already all yours,
Before i spend more time with you love,
I must tell you: you are the love of my lofe,
Before i love you more, please listen,
Let me tell you that i gave you everything!
And there is no way to explain but even less to have doubts,
I simply felt it like that, when i saw you.

Everything about you surprised me
From black to white became my color,
I know it isn’t easy to say i love you
Neither i had seen it coming
But love is like that,
It simple happened and i am already all tours
Before i spend more time with you love,
I must tell you: you are the love of my lofe,
Before i love you more, please listen,
Let me tell you that i gave you everything!
And there is no way to explain but even less to have doubts,
I simply felt it like that, when i saw you.
Everything changed…when i saw you…

resistance

i ve resisted to blog to talk about this, but i will talk about you once something significant happens in my life, as you move me in ways that will shake an iceberg. i am talking about florence + the machines. i don't want you to listen to them.

LIFE - a snapshot(s)

neil way

last lecture on micro---enough said.
i study hard...
my name is lyly i kick ass.

AKREM

Nothing like a blooming rose.

brunettis

brunettis
18, Ps, Uni - V, D, L
fancy food club part 1
FUCK YOU FIFA I HATE YOUR MATCHES THAT RESULTED IN DRAWS I FKN HATE U LOOSING MONEY...
cus i drive at 0kmph
yes i am indian.

hellomotto - i love my cameraphone

L
D

REB is now and always will be associated with me AS EXAM VENUE.
fancy food club part 2
part 3
when the sunsets, the werewolves come to play.

solarise

INDIAAA
neverland?...
i am lyly i go clubbing now.
i do like our crazy.
my fav pic that my phone has taken so far.

play with your camera phone settings it is so much fun--surprised on how good some photos i took with my phone turned out, seriously... : D

in a rut

-need a job
-need a car

when i have these things i will be happy,
all i can say is that i am working on it.

i feel trapped with the limitations i have at the moment, i am trying my best to free myself, but the world is a hard place to live in, i m not complaining cause i know there are people who have it worse than me, i just need to keep reminding myself to push on and achieve your goals, cause i know i can do it, i just need a chance to prove myself.

ON HOLIDAYS but i have nothing to do, would rather go to uni, but i am enjoying the copious amounts of sleep i am getting.

CAN any close friends of my just have a birthday party, even if your birthday is ages away I would love to celebrate your life, so i can stop thinking about my life 24/7 which i am doing now

WOULD love to go out with some uni friends and get plastered. also with my own friends as well.

i have done the naughty deeds for a paradigm, shift just can't be bothered writing about it now. SO EXPECT ONE SOON

I HATED the doctor who finale, answered no questions of mine, but still brilliant.

had a crazy, wondrous dream i was in america, insanely colourful and the places my brain came up with amazing, at times like these i am proud of you brain.

shit i think i sound like i am complaining, that is all folks and there isn't more

P.S

there will be more

gethimtothegreek

no one hates music, there is no one in the world that hates music, we may not like certain musics, but no ones hates it.

red light district

my morality as it seems
deems me necessary to redeem
i have a place in mind
where my morality ceases to be kind
a place of the lowest of the low
a place where the neons shines and the red light glows
where your fantasy comes to fruition
momentary ecstasy at a price, a little tuition
the alcohol engages me
while you strip down to cradle me
pain soon turns into pleasure
entertain me, show me the true meaning of leisure

i put my mask back on
head out into incandescent lights
normal is the watchword
i secretly yearn
for the lights to turn red
for the place where i dream to have never know

KEVIN RUDD

though this blog post will have nothing to do with politics
KEVIN 07, i kept wondering how long you were in power for, cause honestly it felt like forever, then i realised kevin 07..so you were in power since 2007, so give or take 2-3 years. It has seemed forever, honestly i felt like its been 5 years!

i then realised during your "term" in power, i had gone through the most dramatic, hardest, happiest, most exciting periods of my life. VCE, Uni, R.M, in a nutshell, but so much more, the people i met during that period i can claim are some of my best friends. Learning especially who true friends are.

i never knew how much k-rudd represented in my life, but apparently its significant. NOTHING TO DO WITH POLITICS

its only 3 am, im suppose to be doing any thing am i?

i hate sleep
let me rephrase
i hate going to sleep
i feel that i could do so much more with the time that i spend sleeping
i LOVE sleeping in
i only love it, as i feel so freaken tired from not sleeping at a reasonable hour
and i need the extra time to sleep and regain energy so i am functional for the next day
i wished i lived in the city where everything opens late
i wished i lived in a city that never sleeps, new york, london, tokyo, paris


this being said i am going to say good night and i am going to sleep, as i am having a fancy lunch tomorrow with D and L and meeting a friend at uni to study and feel like i need my game face on : D ---game face, whilst my real face would be this {0}{0}
!@%&^%

the tale of allie brosh and the crazed adidas shoppers.

i went to sleep at 10pm last night on the couch with the ducted heating full frontal on my body, i sweated profusely. i then woke up at 3am which was the same time my parents woke up to get ready for work, they left at 4am, i played dead for an hour so i didn't have to interact with them. alex and victor were sleeping over at my cousins house that night and vimean went to work with my dad, so i had the house to myself . the house was dead silent and the sky outside was pitch black, it was extremely peaceful and the ducted heating made me feel toasty.

so at 4am i turned on the tv to watch the soccer match: england vs algeria. that was a disappointing match DRAW SRSLY? ENGLAND? when that finished i decided to go on a internet splurge, youtubing and various other internet activities that required some serious bandwidth. side note: i have a sucky internet plan i have 30 gigs worth of uploads and downloads....THIS IS NOT ENOUGH I WANT TO SHOOT MYSELF IN THE HEAD!! stupid plan my mum made us go on so we could get unlimited calls to any mobile or landline from the home phone. i digress... i decided to read some blogs well just one which was hyperboleandahalf and it was so hilarious made my morning seriously i probably read on 10% of her entire blogs so i still have a long way to go filled with humour hahaha. side not there euro was left at home : D. called D to go get breakfast at maccas. 2 sausage egg muffins and three hash brown later i was full. not entirely happy with the morning's takings decided to go glen for some quality coffee cause maccas coffee? questionable.




so driving to glen waverly we drive pass the adidas factory building i didnt notice what was happening there but D told me to pull over and i was wondering why? cause i saw him looking outside the windows and i was sort of panicking thing there was damage to the side of the car. so i pulled over and parked the car, D told me that there was an insane amount of people crowding around the adidas building and he thought that they were having their huge factory sale. to my delight they were. to describe what was going on in the building will be a hard task, i would have taken a picture but the overwhelming feelings of hunting down for a bargain got over me and i was in an insane shopping mode.

do u remember those scenes in movies where there was a huge sale and a mass of people fighting over clothes? this was this situations i may or may not have been fighting people for apparel. the sale was something like 10$ clothing and 50$ shoes. it was hardcore, i ran to the shoe section and bought myself a nice pair of shoes, quite pleased with that. i then went to the clothing sections and well chaos ensued, i was looking through the boxes and being hissed at, byelderly women: ' THATS MY BOX OF CLOTHING, FK OFF' i could not handle such animalistic imagery, so i floated around the clothing sections looking for clothes, nothing appealed to me, then we headed off, to glen had our drinks and went back home. i was home by 11am so it was a pretty intense morning.




i usually sleep around 3-4am wake up at 12pm and the baggs under my eyes will testify to this effect. but it was quite fun being up that early being entertain by allie brosh and youtube and D and crazed adidas shoppers. im not an early bird but it was a fun experiment.




p.s just wanted to say to allie brosh before she sues me for mimicking her style on her blog, just wanted to pay tribute to you thats all cause i think your awesome!!! tribute = lol, not that u died.